Yesterday was challenging. At some points I had no idea what I was doing, others I felt powerful and confident. I opened my files and fell victim to my tears because the picture in my brain was not that which appeared on my screen. But I guess that type of 'visualize and execute' comes with experience, which I have very little of.
Pushing aside the self deprecation, insecurity, and disappointment left room for the pride and fulfillment of a beautiful picture.